Eventually everyone will realize, yeah im just some total asshole who deserves nothing, but to be kicked in the face daily. Everyone will learn that this is me, i dont deserve anything i have. I feel like i treat everyone like shit. I feel like i dont deserve my friends because of how i treat them. I dont deserve anything but hell.
No matter what time of day, what im doing, or where i am, i will always be there for you. you can always call me, and if im busy ill drop what im doing to call you. No matter how big, or small the situation is. If there even isnt a situation, hearing your voice is like a devine call, your voice instills pure joy and calm in my soul. IF your having problems call me. So what if its midnight, or 2 am. Im here for you. and i always will be. If your having troubles sleeping, gimme a buzz. If you need someone to talk to, Im here. If you need someone to hold, Im here. Emily, i will always be here for you, and given any situation i will come running to help you. I love you Emily Jean. -Chris :3